Hey guys, Happy New Year!

Things have been rather slow, while also being unhinged. Art has become less and less of a priority to me, and have been avoiding it for quiet some time. There just hasn't been much coming to my mind I guess. I've set up some goals for myself this year, hoping to better myself in the long run. Though I predict this year will be my downfall. I expect people to tear me up until there's nothing left of me. Maybe I won't make it through this year at all. Whatever happens happens, and it's out of my control. Hopefully, if I can control the urge to, I can abandon my media presence and be happy.

Edit: The truth is, there are things I still think about. Things I probably haven't gotten over. When you are over something, you're usually able to talk about it, but if it brings you a lot of stressful thoughts, then you probably haven't fully moved on yet. I've said this many times, but last year FUCKING SUCKED. Most of it was just getting over something that didn't exist, and even after that I was just waiting for the year to end. I lost friends, I lost my mod, I lost my excitement to create things, I'm mostly in dread of the things I share, it's not fun. I don't think I could bring back the mod due to how it was created. Plus all the other versions of that stalker girl put a lot against it. Yeah, I could create a new design, I can't imagine what that new design would be.

I'm clearly still salty about a lot of things. Hopefully things get better.