I think it's time for a new log.

I would say nothing much has happened, but actually thinking back, some stuff has. At least with me.

For starters, and clearly the only notable change that has happened to me, I got dropped from a friend group. I won't go into detail or name anyone. All I can say is that it was both stupid and confusing for me to figure out at first.

Second, some development for the Violet has been made, but not much. I decided to add the floating bit I've always thought about but never put in till recently, so that's gonna require some adjusting to the storyboards. I've remade the third song in FL Studio, though it still needs slight tweeks, as well as a new song, but not sure if it would be a good replacement as song 2.

I also want to bring up a realization. I didn't go into the Violet all that well in terms of experience and skills. Yes, I have gotten MUCH better over time and can actually use FL Studio because of it, but that doesn't change the fact that I clearly do not know much about making a mod and people I needed. I only found out what charters were JUST RECENTLY. Most of that being my assumption of vocals needing to be the same as the directional animations. YEAH, I'm stupid. It's clear I need more people who know what people I need and what I should do as well. I know I'm the director, but I don't always know about that stuff some times.

I think I probably should have started with a small scale mod at first and then did the Violet mod, because by then, I would've learned some stuff much earlier.

And third, I'm not sure if I'm no longer mentally ill. Okay, not mentally ill, more so emotional wounds I guess. I won't name names, but I was actually doing fine until a certain FNF mod came out. It got really big, and people are still talking about it as of the time I'm typing this. (I'm sure you already know what I'm talking about wink wink nudge nudge...)

When it came out, it was ALL OVER my timeline, though it has died down a bit. I didn't know how to feel at first, switching from sad, angry and happy. I did decide to make some art, but it was short lived. I still have yet to check out the mod in full, which will take awhile for me to get around.

TO CLARIFY: I'm NOT jealous of this mod in anyway what so ever. I'm very happy for the people behind it and hope they become regretful about it in the future, because this simple but fun mod is touching a lot of hearts, and that's something to be proud of.

My problem isn't from the mod itself, and it's more so about a broken friendship I fucked up earlier this year. I thought I'd finally moved on from it, but the mod shattered that notion. Now, I just feel weird seeing the mod everywhere. It's clear I need to take a break from it.

I hope that covers everything. Seen ya later...