Things are finally starting to pick back up!

I'm feeling more confident in myself, and also my mod! I know now probably isn't the best time to change graphics and stuff, but the idea had been floating around in my head for awhile now, and I just wasn't satisfied enough with the third phase I guess. Wants change after all.

I still do worry that the Violet mod might not be so good, especially how the music is now over a year old at this point, but rather then worry about the things other mods are doing, I'm thinking about what my mod is doing that others aren't. The things I've been told still echo through my head.

"you're kinda holding back your own potential"

"Mods with stories kinda suck ngl"

"Just maybe make your own character to replace violet?"

"I mean don't you want to have an impact too?"

"you kinda gotta break outta the mold with your own stuff"



People think I'm being unoriginal when I'm just inspired. The truth is, I love stories. Lia, Nekofreak, or Stalker Girl didn't exist yet and I wanted to give this scrapped character a chance to live. In the end, Violet became a reflection of the struggles I deal with. Struggles of independence, anxiety, self confidence, responsibility, struggles I still deal with now. I know now with all the other stalker girls it seems pretty unoriginal, but context matters. The fact it's already been a year kinda shows how I've been struggling through this myself.

The Violet mod isn't lifting eyebrows, looking at the camera saying "Yeah this is pretty cringe." Everything is raw and unhinged. There's no irony, just the characters being themselves.

This is MY mod and I decide what I want to do!

Here's a new screen!

I'll see you next time!