So, here we are.
SONIC 2 PORTION
I just saw Sonic 2 yesterday and it was amazing! I say it's better than the first one, as the first one had some of those talking animal road trip movie cliches but done bitter. Now they are using more elements from the games, specifically Sonic 2 and 3. I ended up recording my reaction again of the ending like last time, but this time, I'm gonna save it for later when Sonic 3 trailers start popping up, because I don't want to spoil anything, but my reaction is honestly perfect.
Now for everything else I've been doing.
PERSONAL PORTION: WARNING-HEAVY TOPICS HERE
Awhile back, I wasn't doing so hot. Despite everything that was done and settled with, I didn't feel satisfied with myself to move forward. I was depressed, and hated myself; I was drawing unhealthy vent art of my persona doing self harm, and just felt like I was only using 50% of my brain most of the time. This only got worse as time went on, and I ended bothered some people too much. At this point, people were telling me to see a therapist, but I just didn't want to do that when my Mom was in the hospital at the time.
(NOTE: Mom is doing much better now and is out of the hospital) :)
Eventually, 8-bit Nostalgia got in contact with someone who's name I won't say, saying they were the closest thing to a therapist I can have. Since then, I've been able to put myself back together and finally feel like myself again for once. Though I'm still working on putting some things back together.
As of right now, I've been finding myself slowly creeping back to other things like FNAF. This is a normal thing for me honestly, but this might be my second time moving on to something else because of troubling events and that's concerning me. During my self loathing, I said I put the Violet mod on hold because I wasn't able to work properly. Now I'm fine, but slowly moving away from FNF, which also means moving away from the mod. I think I should talk to my NOT therapist about that before I make any regrettable decisions, so hopefully I can balance those things.
MY DUMB ALT PORTION: +18 WARNING
I do have an alt on twitter that I use to post NSFW content, but it has suffered through so much recently. Content constantly being taken down, mutual only , and now finally allowing non mutual once more. It's a train wreck, and I feel bad for the people who have to put up with me removing sometimes really good stuff. I don't always make NSFW, just every now and then, but it's been a problem I've been trying to overcome. It's not that there was illegal stuff on there, HELL NO, but it's stuff I can't really talk about. (Also just to clarify, the alt is locked, is you need permission to enter)
When it comes to NSFW art, I don't like leaving it out in the open for people to just stumble upon in there timeline. While I don't know how most NSFW artist are like when it comes to content, it seems like they just make NSFW of anything with ease. Like doesn't matter, they can just make it, and come out with an absolute well crafted art piece. I don't really do that. It's rare I ever compose a complete piece of NSFW. Hell, sometimes it's just doodles and sketches. If I'm gonna make fully colored NSFW art, it's gonna be something I'm passionate of. If I'm not passionate, I won't make it, because I just DON'T CARE.
And that's not mentioning the exposure of it. Because of the only mutual rule, I got rid of 95% of the followers. AKA 320 something follows, and left with 21. So, it's just been gathering dust. I have recently got some new content on there, but it's far from perfect. So I could be recovering, but I can't say for sure. Also, if anyone is going to find it, they are gonna have to find it themselves because I'm just don't know if I can put it back in my bio anymore.
CONCLUSION
So yeah. Shits been ruff on me lately. Not everything is fine and dandy just yet, and I'm still wondering what to do next. I do hope this Newgrounds account is being useful, considering the circumstances of its creation. Anyways, I'll see you on the flip-side!